Fucking Relax

by Scandelicious

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about

this album is about dealing with anxiety, and how it feels like you're going to die sometimes but it's nothing to be afraid of. i plan on making music videos for every song too, all of the ones i have done so far are on this channel:

www.youtube.com/user/scandeliciouspunx

credits

released 19 June 2012

Mike Scandle - all the things

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Track Name: Fucking Relax Intro
im gonna die gonna die fall over and die
got tension in my chest and im gonna just fucking die
doesnt matter that my chance of a heart attack
is decreased by my age and my almost vegan diet

and my thoughts are racing and i think i'm gonna die
pick it up pick it up and i think i'm gonna die
wish i believed in the man in the sky
i'd pray to him and say don't take my life

oh not tonight
Track Name: Wacky Hi-Jinks
when in my car
went down the highway
sea of metal and concrete

10 more minutes
is all ill need
to get where i need to go

but it seems
like eternity
i feel like i can't even breathe

the burning sun
beats down at me
and i shake and shake from

adrenalin
overdose

i cannot move
im stuck right here
my body shakes and vibrates

will this be
the last of me
the last time i hear the pixies

i pull over to the side
and try to clear my fucking mind

the cars speed past
i call my friend
and tell them im suffering from
Track Name: Live Fast Die Middle Aged
i hope that this panic isnt destroying my heart or at least
if it does i want to be 45 not 21

because by then the world will be ana wful place to inhabit
only 21 i need to go out and do everything i can
Track Name: Fine
fall asleep at 12 last night
cuz i don't know how to fall asleep any earlier
alarm clock rings get out of bed
its way tooearly to be up

step outside, into the sun
its way too early to leave the house
i don't want to be on the job right now

tonight is going to be a blast
if i can stay awake for it
hoping that coffee wont give me anxiety

and i'll be fine

the sounds of top 40 hits
are really making me sick
i long for the loud basement
tonight i'll be at home

i'll be with my friends tonight
Track Name: Repair Shop
give me someone elses body, i need a new one
give me someone elses mind, i need a new one
mines been fucking up a lot
mines broken

i need to take myself/to a repair shop
because i can't ever fucking calm down
give me the cure make me normal
i need to stop feeling like im gonna die

is there someone who can fix me
is there someone?
Track Name: I Could Die Today
maybe if i believed in god
i wouldn't be such a nervous wreck
and always worried about
my own untimely death
because i write each song
like it is my last
and enjoy every moment that i spend
with my friends and those
i care about
a significant other would be nice
but life is good
except for fucking paranoia
tearing me apart
so why am i so fucking paranoid
cuz i don't want this ride to end
try to keep my self as healthy as i can
can't be so paranoid to die
that i'm too paranoid to live
Track Name: No Sleep Til Brookhaven
staring out the window
at the roadsigns and bilboards

trying to calm myself down
my chest feels like it might explode

trapped inside this box
that is accelerating down the highway
when will we reach our destination
i need to break out of this soon

restless, wheres the rest stop
maybe i should finally try to sleep

full speed ahead, we're not dead but
i don't feel so alive
Track Name: Drop Dead
IF I FEEL LIKE MY HEART
IS GOING TO BEAT OUT OF MY CHEST
AND I'M GOING TO COLLAPSE
TODAY OR TOMORROW OR NEXT WEEK OR NEXT MONTH
THEN I SHOULD LIVE THAT WAY
I CAN'T BE TOO ANXIOUS TO GO OUT
CUZ IF I'M REALLY AFRAID TO DIE
THEN I SHOULD TRY TO BE MORE ALIVE

IF I DROP DEAD TONIGHT IT'LL BE ALRIGHT
CUZ I KNOW I'M HAVING A GOOD TIME
IF I GO DOWN I WANT TO GO DOWN IN FLAMES

I LEFT MY COMFORT ZONE TODAY
I FLEW A WHOLE 8 STATES AWAY
I CAN'T HIDE AWAY FROM MY FEAR
IF I'M GONNA DIE I'D RATHER DIE HERE
NOT STUCK INSIDE MY ROOM
I DON'T WANT THAT TO BE MY DOOM
I'M WHERE THE WEATHER IS HOT BUT BEAUTIFUL

TAKE A XANAX DRINK A BEER AND ERASE ANY FEAR CUZ IF I DIE AT LEAST I'LL BE HERE WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE AND A SONG IN MY HEART I CAN'T LET FEAR OF MORTALITY TEAR ME APART. AND IF I'M FOUND DEAD ON THE GROUND AT LEAST I MADE MY MUSIC, MADE A SOUND. I'LL LIVE FOREVER THROUGH THESE SONGS
Track Name: Fine (Reprise)
sleep walking through the day to day life
panic attacks about once every night
drink some water, try to think about something else

i feel like im about to pass out
the world around me crushes me its so big
go to the bathroom sit in the stall and hold my head in my hands

won't let anxiety hold me down
gonna live my life whether it fucking kills me or not
Track Name: Fucking Relax Outro
these times have been hard
this is all new to me this impending death feeling
is this the end?
the tight chest, the swollen throat am i gonna choke?
everything i look up online just says it's another symptom of
anxiety, i should fucking relax

i can't avoid the things that give me a panic
because they can come no matter where i am
staying somewhere safe is no way to live
staying inside is not how i want to live my fucking life

anxieties just cycling
i should by used to it by now
i'm not dead yet
and i still manage to live my life

i'm not gonna pass out
i'm just hyperventilating
feels like i'm fucked up
too much oxygen to my brain
i need to shut off my brain